just standing still

One Wish:
I wish that I could express myself more eloquently.
I wish that I knew happiness.
I wish that I knew you.
I wish that my defenses weren't always blazing.
I wish I could, in good conscience, let go for a night.
I wish I could identify a good thing when it was thrust into my life.
I wish I believed in something.
I wish I could hold onto the good in my life.
I wish a family was in my future.
I wish I could live up to my word.
I wish motivation wasn't such a fleeting thing in my life.
I wish innocence wasn't something to be lost over time.
I wish I wasn't so frozen in my own fear, every day of my life.
I wish the troubles of my parents didn't feel like my fault more times than not.
I wish sarcasm wasn't a smoking gun.
I wish the past didn't stay there.
I wish the future was transparent.
I wish the world wasn't so lost.
I wish I could make everything OK.
I wish honesty was cherished like currency.
i wish forgiveness was distributed equally.
I wish letting go was like breathing.
I wish distance really made the heart grow fonder.
I wish the paths to the future were worn rather than unmade.
I wish crying really did make you feel better.
I wish I could smile when I'm sad.

Suddenly wish turns into wishes...