a letter to self years from now,

I hope that you've finished school by now. I don't require that you're a teacher. In case you've forgotten, education is what I'm going to school for at this moment. Actually to put it technically I'm not really studying anything major specific.
I ended up taking a weird combination of classes this semester. I've got class Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays. Starting the day off is Sociology. Second semester of senior year I took sociology, so I don't see this class as being too much of a challenge, but definitely a class that peeks my interest. After Sociology is Philosophy. Earlier this week I went to a philosophy club called Socrates Cafe. It was alright, not quite sure if I'll be going back next week. However, due to reaching outside of my comfort zone and going to said club, I made a new friend. After a two hour break between my morning and afternoon classes I have English 102, or Composition II. I'm personally very proud of this class. I tested into an advanced English class, however, I falter when writing. After English on Monday and Wednesdays I have Psychology. I share that class with an old high school friend. We spend most of the class giggling at our teacher, she is a socially awkward lady, but it's definitely endearing.
I'm still struggling along with Alec, it's been over a year and a half of trying. I hope that either things have worked out well, or you've given up. If by your time he still hasn't gotten it together, I really feel that someone else is better worth your time. You can sit there and scoff at me, ask yourself "What would I know?", just remember, I'm you. If things just aren't working it's time to let go. It's okay, there are better people out there.
Allison is out in San Fransisco being fabulous and chic. I miss her, a lot. Sometimes I hate that she left. I never wish that she hadn't though. It was her turn and time to get out, I think it will be mine soon enough. I'm so happy that she is doing something she loves. Every time I talk to her, which isn't often at the moment, she always talks about how much she loves fashion college. I hope that passion never dies. She is definitely awesome, reconnect with her if you have to.
Vicky is living in Ohio with her grandfather. Well, actually she might be in the process of moving in with her boyfriend of four months. Now, I don't agree with her choice, but I'll support whatever makes her happiest. I don't want a sad Vicky on my hands. She is planning on going to college in the fall for Psychology. Our pathways of conversation are slowly fading, I don't have a solution to the problem, but if communication has completely faded away, try saying hey today. I'm sure she'd love to hear from you.
Katie is down in Missouri studying Mass Media. She is really my best friend these days. We got really close over winter break and we have lots of plans to make our summer the best ever. She understands me more than most other people, on so many things we're basically twins. She's gotten me into horoscopes. Well, not so much horoscopes, as astrological signs and compatibility. Virgo and Capricorns do pretty well together in relationships, and I'd assume same is true for friendships. She is a truly wonderful and intelligent person. Same with her, make sure if you're not in contact that you mend the bridges today.
It's late, I assume that since You are Me, you understand my freaky sleeping habits. If not, a snapshot into my slumber world, it's 2 in the morning on a day before class, and I need to wake up at 7:30 in the morning. Although I could continue listing people and events in my life I feel it's time for me to catch some sleep.

I wish for you the best,
-Ashley

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